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January 16th, 2012

Jan. 16th, 2012


Awkward is when he starts talking about his past and it makes you wonder, "Well, why the hell is he interested in me then? I don't compare to that at all."

And then you realize he doesn't care about that. And it makes you feel special anyway.

He was away this weekend for a LARP thing with his friends. I didn't realize how much we'd been in touch until he was gone for two days...


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Or. I brood about it all day. And the self-doubt kicks in like a mofo.
We've been on the phone (surprise) today, so I know he's still there.
I'm so plain and boring and not pretty. And he's had all of that. He can have it any time he wants. So I don't get it at all.