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gah gah gah

life sucks.

i'm a pathetic loser who's still living at home.
i just got a new asshole ripped by the job agency who's trying to help me
i hate my job
i hate life
i hate this fucking country
i hate uncertainty
i hate certainty
i hate hating myself
i hate not being allowed to be sick because i have no insurance
i hate being in debt
i hate not having anyone here to talk to


on the other hand, it's teacher's convention. so i don't have school.
i plan on playing lots and lots of FFXI today and tomorrow. I have big ol' quests i can be doing to help me make lots and lots of gil.

i also wants to go shopping.
(which means I'm upset. for some reason, new stuff = happy jess)

according to the teaching agency, i need a good suit, and i need shoes that are not dressy sandals. >_

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kahlan_amnell
Nov. 4th, 2004 08:34 am (UTC)
*hug*

I'm sorry things aren't going well.

If you ever want someone to talk to, hang out with, or go shopping with, I'm here.
myung
Nov. 5th, 2004 04:54 am (UTC)
i say, screw the US for now, come to Japan and get paid lots ot teach stuff you already know, then spend your money on manga and video games. :-)
davitant
Nov. 5th, 2004 07:26 am (UTC)
MMMM.....retail therapy.....

"i hate uncertainty
i hate certainty"

Ummm.........then......like, I don't get it.

Seriously, good luck. Sounds like a rough spot to be in...
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