i'm a pathetic loser who's still living at home.
i just got a new asshole ripped by the job agency who's trying to help me
i hate my job
i hate life
i hate this fucking country
i hate uncertainty
i hate certainty
i hate hating myself
i hate not being allowed to be sick because i have no insurance
i hate being in debt
i hate not having anyone here to talk to
on the other hand, it's teacher's convention. so i don't have school.
i plan on playing lots and lots of FFXI today and tomorrow. I have big ol' quests i can be doing to help me make lots and lots of gil.
i also wants to go shopping.
(which means I'm upset. for some reason, new stuff = happy jess)
according to the teaching agency, i need a good suit, and i need shoes that are not dressy sandals. >_