I seem to have found motivation.
Last week, I looked up my birthday in one of those books that describe people born on certain days. (man, that's hard to describe.) And I read my birthday, and was touched by it.
Here's what another site had to say:
[quote]January 25 natives are often unsure of their career path. They have many interests, particularly in artistic or creative fields, yet often lack confidence. They require encouragement to shoot for goals.[/quote]
Quite true. I majored in music education in college, taught general music in middle school for 2 years, and have been working for Apple for almost three now.
However, I think going to this other store has been good for me. One of the other cashiers, also named Jess, oddly, convinced me that both of us should apply to go back to school in the Fall.
I did some research, and learned that since I already have a Bachelor's Degree, I don't have to take a full courseload. \o/ Only about 30 credits. Which is fricking awesome. So.
I've started an application at Rutgers (because it is a state school, and both my parents went there...), and am seriously going to do this. I don't have any clue how I'm going to pay for it, but I want to do it.